May 11, 2013

The words unsaid...

An ode to that girl at Director's Dinner...

With my wolfpack I sat, eating and grunting and laughing, like a wolfpack might
She entered from the other end, gliding through the air, such a lovely sight
The crowd stood between us, yet I saw her gleaming, fairer than a snowflake
So beautiful and serene she was, though I ignored her, as well as I could fake
For it was a party, she was popular, and my wolfpack sat with me,
I wanted to stand and take her hand, and confess to her, but instead I chose to flee
And while she roamed the lawns, the queen of all, my heart stood shattered
For the words unsaid, the tale untold, because those words could have mattered
The epitome of beauty, with a heart so pure, never could she have snubbed me
If only I showed the courage, the will to confess, and not hurriedly took leave
Without the final adieu I went, watching her, as her friends took their places
To her side, a place that was mine, but instead filled by unknown faces
It was resolve I lacked, afraid of the future, afraid of defeat, afraid of pain
But with the silent goodbye, my future defined, I know I shall never see her again
A burden I shall carry, throughout my life, wondering what could have been
With you in my arms, a song on my lips, a new life won with a lover’s win.

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